Black Soap
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MatureOngoing16m
Last published Mon, May 16, 2016
James was so tired. He had just had a week of constant homework and assignments, the girl he loved was pulling away from him, his best friend was turning into an enemy, leaving him with no one to hold him up, no one to stop him from sinking past the point where mere self harm and occasional drug use could help. So the only thing left was an ending to his short life.
Author's Note:
My first 3rd person story. I had some trouble with sometimes saying 'I' and 'my' instead of 'James' and 'his'.
I lost control of this fast. I had no idea that that ending would happen until I myself got to it.
Enjoy I guess.
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