The blue eyes which once shone and sparkled when he was around were gone. He left me, when people asked me what I thought I would be doing five years from now I a wouldn't of imagined what really has happened, my best friend left me forever! Images played through my mind about my family. The words haunting me right now. 'if only you were there' of i as there would my dad have shot himself? And what about my mum? And my little baby sister Abigail? She was only three moths and she died of malnutrition. She had such a short life. I began to sing a song that fit her perfectly. I wrote it after she died more as a poem but I then turned it ini a song. I could my take it. I had to see them again. Even if that meant dying. For them anything. I walked over to the street where I saw the headlights of a car coming toward me at a scary speed and I stepped forward. I'm assuming the driver saw me because they slammed in the breaks, but it was too late. I felt the impact as I fell backwards in slow motion. My head hit the pavement and then I saw black. I smiled subconsciously as I slipped into the dark dreary stage in between life and death. Louis Tomlinson, I'm gone and won't be coming back... Goodbye! I hope I will never find someone like you. Louis Tomlinson I hate you!All Rights Reserved