Her Words (Slow Updates)
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  • Parts 15
  • Time 52m
Ongoing, First published May 16, 2016
She never spoke
So we never listened
She never cared
So we never tried
She never cried
So we never pitied 
She never said she wanted to die
So we never asked

She climbed
So we watched
She stood at the edge
So we cried out
She jumped
So we screamed

She broke her body
So we grew curious as to why
She wrote everything down
So we read
She thought no one would read it
So we wished we didn't

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*Trigger themes like suicide and self-harm, murder, etc.
*Also, some more descriptive kissing. Nothing more, however. I refuse to write smut.
*That's all.

Amazing Cover by @LlynWildr
05/23/17 - #968 in Mystery/Thriller
05/25/17 - #830 in Mystery/Thriller
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Last words. What exactly are they? Are they the secrets one wanted to reveal? Are they the apologies one never made? Are they the promises one will never break? Are they the words one could never say? Are they the goodbye's one never had the time or heart to say face to face? Are they one's gratitude for a lovely life? Or are they about the pain one felt? The anger one never expressed? The fears one never faced? The answers are many... Point is what do you believe in? And as for me, I believe Last Words are heart felt confessions. Whatever the person says, it comes from their heart. And when it's suicide, the last words are the words the person has always wanted to say but was stopped by some or the other kind of fear. _*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_* This is story of a young 17 year old sweet girl with the heart of gold. This is a story of a girl named Anna who, unfortunately, lost herself while fighting to survive. This is a story of a girl who committed suicide. Wondering why? All you have to do to quench your thirst is to read this story. "Her Last Letters" _*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_* WARNING- This story contains triggering words.