Finding Myself (phanfiction and kickthestickz) (completed)
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Dan is hopelessly in love with his best friend, PJ. He goes his life believing that everyone hates him, he's a complete fuck up who can't control himself and is a clingy cunt. When Chris and PJ come to Dan and Phil with a secret, how will they take it? ((warnings of a love square, cutting, depressed thoughts, boyxboy sexy times, alcohol, and swearing)) meow meow try and enjoy, I mean... I wrote this awhile ago..
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