i hate myself; but i love you.
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Last published Tue, Jun 7, 2016
"Thomas," Dylan said quietly. His hands shaking. His mind blank.
"Yeah?" Thomas asked.
"Why are you doing this to yourself?"
"Because." Thomas said firmly.
Thomas took another hit of his cigarette.
"Because Dylan, i hate myself."
Dylan let his hand intertwine with Thomas' hand.
"Thommy, I love you."
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