Do I Love You?
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Bullied. Hurt. That's what Christopher Maurice Brown did to me, Esscence Parker since high school. It lead me to cut and cry endlessly at night and end up in a car accident. Now, some of you know him as Chris Brown or Breezy. But, do you really know him? Has he ever made you feel worthless, insecure, ugly and, alone? He did to me but, not you right? Right. We were close friends but, what happened? Trust me, I don't know either. We used to joke around and laugh and hang out together. But, all he ever did was make jokes about me, laugh at me, and hang my happiness out the window. When he left for his fame is when I let out a sigh of relief. Everytime I saw him on TV or heard him on the radio, I couldn't help but cringe and get flashbacks of the past. I still have those nightmares from time to time. He left me, Esscence Skai Parker wondering. Do I love you?
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