"How long do you think we're gonna stay like this?"
I glanced at Eric, he was still staring at the bowl of apples, his expression vacant. Then he laughed a short bark, "I don't know, you're the one reading all the stuff about this, you tell me."
"The statistics were never stable, it doesn't choose an age, or a setting, it just...happens, I guess."
Eric breathed a heavy sigh, "Yeah, it just happens," he stood up, and looked at me with an expression that I have never seen before. In the three years that I worked with him, he had never looked this troubled, "I wish it was her."
I turned in my bed, looking at the sky as the white gradually faded to black. I for one, feel limited for what we are. Even Eric, who is never bothered by anything started to be anxious by it. What if by some twisted turn of fate, I fell in love with someone normal? Someone who could see colors? I wondered if that is what Eric is depressed about, the fact that he shouldn't love and be loved to avoid hurting someone and being hurt in the process.
Nixon is the 3rd book in the Broken Series. (Ryan is the 1st, Brynn is the 2nd)
Nixon leaves rehab early because he can't deal with being there anymore. His sister Kelis finds someone in need of a roommate so he moves in with the girl and gives her his middle name, Lucas. He quickly becomes addicted to the girl and once he gets one taste he's done for. He warns her about his past, about his name, but she ignores all the red flags, not realizing exactly how intertwined she is with the people from his past. He becomes enamored with her, feels like she was made for him while still battling the demons of his past and soon it all becomes too much for him to handle. He makes a heartbreaking decision, thinking it's what's best for both of them and everything changes.
Trigger/Content Warning: this book contains mature content, talks of suicide, mental and physical abuse, selfharm, drug use, and addiction
Cover designed by Anastasia Wright