death

i lie awake
thinking how i die
i want to die
voices in my head
they don't leave me alone
i want them gone
i'm done
i'm tired
i want to sleep
for ever
i lie
awake
alone....
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One
Two
Three
Four
Scars too many
Blood on the floor
She thought it was just a nightmare
So she blinked
One
Two
Three
But unfortunately
She was never
To be free
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mirror mirror
On the wall
I just want to be thin
Pretty and tall
I change my hair
Will someone start to listen
And care
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