Sadness

Today was the last day at school. Since I'm weird i wasn't happy for two reasons 1 i love school 2 my best friend / pretend brother is moving and i wont see him any more. You know how you feel when you don't see your friends for the whole summer well multiply that by 17. That's how i feel. I don't cry ask any of my friends but when i got home there were water works every were. Yes i realize my friends are reading this but i don't care i am sad. I liked Jamar at one point and by liked him i mean liked him. But then i stopped and i moved to Charles. I still like Charles but it complicated. I made a deal with him one day that i would let him mess with my ear if he let me look at him year book. When he was missing with my ear i felt weird but not bad and i think i started liking him again and i think i still do some were in me. I feel bad because my play sister is him ex girl friend i guess because they had to break up because he has to move. I would like when he messed with my ear.