Hating myself and who I am. Asking for forgiveness, but not getting any. Finding new ways to end it all, but never trying. Pussy, to death is what I am. I fuck it all up. To you I am sorry my greatest of friends, I have failed you, I have disappointed you, you hate me. All though I'm the Fuck Up some of you still seem to care, for that I thank you and love you. Help is not what I need, for it never works. Please forgive me my dearest, for what ever I do I not on you.All Rights Reserved