What Comes After And Beyond
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This book is far from being cliché,the beginning might seems like it, but please don't give up on this book easily okay? I'm working on it.
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She, like every other person in this world, didn't know why she's alive. She didn't know who she could trust and who she shouldn't trust. She didn't know the difference between good and bad. She didn't believe what the people around her would tell her. She liked to discover things herself, create things with her own hands,her own mind, her own imagination, her own ideas. She was trying to find who she really is.
And everything is written in the past tense for a reason.
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