Seriously, how am I able to actually see someone special among the others?

Dear No one,
This is no love letter, nor a business, nor an excuse like err whatever, just ya know writing to make my pens and paper in use, not like I dont write or anything, ugh talking nonesense aren't we? Hmm just so in place for talking to no one ha! I got you there! Or not pssh. Well lets just say that I don't like someone, not like I don't have any friends , well ya know like girlfriends or boyfriends kind of like? Yaas that kind of wierdo is suppose to be me, I was just wondering if this works? Like how everyone says writing letter to someone you don't know then blahblahs you end up together? Cliche? Yes of course who would'nt thought of that? Pfft anyways back to the purpose soooo,
How am I able to actually see someone special among the others?
-HR