Can i reach him ?

I idolize him a lot , he is a superstar in Korea and he is my childhood best friend , I love him so much but there is a boy in my university that seemed so mysterious to me , then I realized sinong pipiliin ko ,
si idol o si heartthrob ?

Ps ' Natripan ko lang po ito and kung di nyo po type wag nyo nalang po ituloy hehe :)