Drowning in Madness
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This is based on an interview. Written as it was told to me, from the first person viewpoint.
The names of the individuals have been changed, to protect their identities, even they do not know this information coming forth.
From the mind of a man who daily deals with the troubles of manic depression, anxiety, borderline schizophrenia, and a form of OCD known as "Pure O", where one may be compelled to think out ways to commit murder of loved ones, we catch a glimpse into the madness.
All characters are fictional, the details are told second hand, and is to be treated as such.
If you are emotionally sensitive, stop reading now.
If you are particularly empathetic, stop reading now.
If you feel like you're drowning in your own madness, proceed with caution. You may find yourself agreeing with your demons.
You were warned. This may tear at your emotions.
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