Drowning in Madness - Mr_Wilson - Wattpad

Story cover for Drowning in Madness by Mr_Wilson

Drowning in Madness

Reads 107
Votes 2
Parts 7
Time 19m

Reads 107
Votes 2
Parts 7
Time 19m

Mature

adult emotional psychological reality twisted

This is based on an interview. Written as it was told to me, from the first person viewpoint.

  The names of the individuals have been changed, to protect their identities,  even they do not know this information coming forth. 

From the mind of a man who daily deals with the troubles of manic depression,  anxiety, borderline schizophrenia, and a form of OCD known as "Pure O", where one may be compelled to think out ways to commit murder of loved ones, we catch a glimpse into the madness. 

All characters are fictional, the details are told second hand, and is to be treated as such. 

If you are emotionally sensitive,  stop reading now. 

If you are particularly empathetic,  stop reading now.

If you feel like you're drowning in your own madness, proceed with caution. You may find yourself agreeing with your demons.

You were warned. This may tear at your emotions.All Rights Reserved

adult emotional psychological reality twisted

Table of contents

7 parts

Sign up to add Drowning in Madness to your library and receive updates

or

Content Guidelines

You may also like

The experiment. by shrosz

They used my vulnerability against me. They used that weapon, to make me accept their stupid idea. And I of course, accepted it, I didn't even know what they were going to do. They tugged and poked and even shoved their disgusting finger in your wound, just to see you cry. To see you change. No pitty in their eyes. They just continue. They drag you around with metal chains, hit you and turn you into a experiment. But I had enough of the tugging, the clawing, the moaning, the crying and pleading for them to stop, but simply feeding them with our pain. They turned me into something, that neither do they know what I am. Their afraid of me, of my reflexes, my strength. I killed a lot of them. They say I have a cold heart, that I don't feel nothing. That's why they call me: Death -----------------------------------------************************************--------------------------------------------- Death. A teen girl, pitch black hair, black eyes, white skin. Her height is 5'8. People are scared of her, not just because of her strength but because of they way she kills. She lived in this hell hole, where they take her to rooms. Examine. Fight. She knows she won't be able to entertain them for long. She decides to run. Soul. Brown hair as mud, blue eyes as the sky. Hight 6'2. Tanned and toned body. Death's best friend in the hell hole they're in, he's as cold as she is. But shows a bit of sympathy. Well... More than her at least. He's been there for her, ever since she entered this place of crap. They're the two most feared. As some people say, they're a perfect couple. Killing. Fighting. Cold hearted creatures. Also known as D and S. Why? That's what your going to find out, joining this adventure with D and S.

Original G. I. B by JarveniaJakaal

This is the original story. Have this while I make the better one.

Sound of a Broken Drum by CKLingersay

Syd is living on the edge of his broken psyche when he comes across the person he had been waiting his entire life to meet. As things flourish, the rude awakening of the edict "nothing gold can stay" changes the tune of Syd's life as he finds out a truth that is completely devastating. And in the world of mental illness, this is a particularly harsh reality where Syd has to make a difficult decision on what he has to give up in his life. But even a broken drum has to keep beating. The entire story has been published from Chapter 1 to the Epilogue. It is broken into three parts, each quite distinct from the others as Syd's life is altered dramatically. This thing is a labor of love. After completing the story, I realized how much it meant to me personally. I learned things about myself I did not know until I wrote it. I feel as if from writing "Sound of a Broken Drum", my life has changed. In the way I perceive it and in the way I perceive the world around me. This story is not for everyone. There are a lot of people I know who would never want to read something like this. It's not for the apathetic, the privileged, the ones who coast and indulge in the bullshit. I know a lot of people like that. Maybe I wrote it as a means to get away from them. There are certainly people I feel who would read something like this. The mentally-pained, the loners, introverts, the lonely, those who struggle through the everyday things many people take for granted. Those who know too much. And feel too much. I know what that is like. And I know this is why I wrote it. Because we can share each other's experiences through words, no one has to ever feel like they are alone, regardless of how distant the world is. And regardless of how much trash and clutter from society there is in the way of your field of vision, always know there are those few you will find who will make the struggle well-worth it. Hope you enjoy the story, beautiful soul.

The Alpha Rogue by straightupgay1

*Old Version - rewrriten version is being updated weekly/bi-monthly* After years of constant torture and pain, only one thing has kept me going- my mate. I thought when we meant, he'd be my knight in shining armour who would save me from this hell hole. I didn't expect him to say degrading things to me before walking away and never looking back. He forgot to reject me because he was so angry. I was broken, shattered, and hopeless. But the only way to go from here was up. I didn't need a knight in shiny armour. I was my own knight. I saved myself. I built myself back up. I became stronger without him by my side. But now he's back and I'm not the silent, broken omega I once was. No, now I'm an Alpha. The Alpha Rogue.

The Twisted Tales by LuciferKreuger

A place where true love expires, good people get fired and beings are nothing but dust. Where stalkers are heroes, society makes zeroes and madness is not in the crust. Some people are killers, and that's just the pillars of what is essentially rust. When you feel you are mad, but that isn't so bad in a world that is oh so unjust. They'll kill you by car, or from quite afar in a world where all life is fleeting. Don't try to protect, you'll just end up wrecked, for you know their hearts are not beating. They'll kill you my sweet, and not drop a beat, for my story is only just heating. Power means all, even more for the small, but power has a habit of retreating. The bodies mount up, many lives will breakup, as I'm here to just tell a story. Don't look in the hill, though it is quite a thrill, I've heard it can get quite gory. Don't play with the heart, and don't think you're too smart, or you'll die with none of the glory. All are mad from the start, but you played your part, in the world of pure purgatory. Alas look a ghost, be careful you're not toast, you must want to see what I see. Society is ruthless, protection is fruitless, for in madness is when you are free. Perfection is dead, from the wounds we all bled, a cruel fate we did not foresee. While outsiders are safer, if only by a wafer, you can still hear them utter a plea. Now my story is frightening, but oh so inviting, so come now and give it a whirl. I can promise some danger, so don't be a stranger, watch now - we will see it unfurl.

It's Me or You, There is No And by Ya_Know_Val

TW: mentions/descriptions of panic attacks, emotional manipulation (I think?), verbal abuse, breakdowns, flashbacks Inko along with a few other people had broken down a few walls and now his mind was split between drowning in guilt and refusing to blame himself for what his mother did. Can you tell you this fic is based off a real event?

Initial D one shots by -Tsugi-

Damnit.... I shouldn't be writing something else with so many stories still being written, but what the fuck ever. This will be one shots for initial D. I don't know shit about cars, so any requests might take a bit longer since I'll have to research shit. I don't own anything but the plot. 8/5/2021 Fuck it. I have no more ideas. Feel free to request things still, but I don't have any fucking ideas for this. I want to write other things and this just has no ideas. Let me know if you have a request.

𝔗𝔴𝔬-𝔣𝔞𝔠𝔢𝔡 (𝔘𝔫𝔱𝔲𝔯𝔫𝔢𝔡 𝔣𝔲𝔱𝔲𝔯𝔢) by Shanai2

Exᴘʟɪᴄɪᴛ-Aɴ Aᴜ ᴏɴ Aᴍᴀɴᴇ ᴀɴᴅ Tsᴜᴋᴀsᴀ's ʀᴇᴄᴏᴠᴇʀʏ ғʀᴏᴍ ᴛʜᴇ ʀᴇsᴜʟᴛ ᴏғ ᴛʜᴇɪʀ ʙʀᴏᴋᴇɴ ʜᴏᴍᴇ: Iɴ ᴡʜɪᴄʜ ʙᴏᴛʜ ᴏғ ᴛʜᴇᴍ ᴛʀʏ ᴛᴏ ғɪɢʜᴛ ᴏғғ ᴛʜᴇɪʀ ᴛʀᴀᴜᴍᴀ ᴀɴᴅ Aᴍᴀɴᴇ ᴛʀɪᴇs ᴛᴏ ɢᴇᴛ ᴊᴜsᴛɪᴄᴇ (ʙᴇɪɴɢ ᴀ ʀᴀᴘᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ᴍᴏʟᴇsᴛᴀᴛɪᴏɴ ᴠɪᴄᴛɪᴍ) -𝐼𝑓 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑠 ℎ𝑎𝑑 𝑒𝑛𝑑𝑒𝑑 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑦 𝑠ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑚𝑎𝑦𝑏𝑒 𝑤𝑒 𝑐𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑏𝑒 𝑎 𝑙𝑖𝑡𝑡𝑙𝑒 ℎ𝑎𝑝𝑝𝑖𝑒𝑟. 𝘙𝘦𝘤𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺 𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘳𝘺 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘮𝘦𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘴 𝘥𝘶𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘥. (Based on my other book "Two-Faced" this is an alternate ending, however, could still be quite understood without reading the other-can be classified as its own story) Book cover made by me Completed-24th December 2020 though I edit here and there/ make slight alterations

$Suicidal Attraction {Old Version} by _DarkQueen$

"When people who have trust issues fall in love it's scary. The people they fall for fill up that hole in their life that was left by someone who caused them to have trust issues. The person starts to fill whole and happy; like this person is the one. But when that one person leaves,the one who made them invincible,they're crushed. The persons life gets worse and they fall deeper and deeper into that hole. The hole of what used to be." Kira Green is one that never wanted to fall in love. She planned on being alone and pushed everyone who loved her away. She gets bullied relentlessly even though she tries her hardest not to be seen. But in our society,the more one tries to hide, the more one is exposed. When Logan Williams came bursting into her life like he did, she didn't know what to think of this charming boy. He was different than the rest of the world. For the first time, a person wanted to know about the scars on Kira's heart than the ones on her wrists. She doesn't trust him at all. She wants absolutely nothing to do with Logan,but somehow he finds a way to meddle his way into her life. And when he figures out more about Kira,he's more than shocked. He doesn't see a girl who hates the entire world ,but hates herself even more. He doesn't see a fat, ugly, whore when gazing into her eyes. He sees a girl who's been wronged by the world left and right. He sees a girl who cares music more than she cares about her own life. He sees a person who needs love. But not everyone who you try to save ends up being saved in the end. Sometimes it's just too late. As Kira always says ,"Happily ever after was so once upon a time." This book does not promote self harm or suicide. And it also doesn't romanticize it. It simply is a story about two broken people on a quest to fix one another and mange to somehow fall in love with each other along the way. FYI THIS IS NOT A FAN FICTION! THIS IS AN ORIGINAL STORY CREATED BY ME!!!

"I'm sorry":TomTord REMAKE by shyc0bain

This is a remake of my story - "I'm sorry" on my old account @/cosmicstar9. hopefully this one is less cringe. If you need to read the old one for this one to make sense, I advise you to go read that first. <3 I SHIP THE EDDSWORLD CHARACTERS. NOT THE REAL PEOPLE. ❤️💙 I've added a better description to each of the chapters. And even some new ones!! Each one about 900-2,000 words long. I hope this one is better than my other one on my old account. Which unfortunately I cannot log into. ⚠️THE COVER ART DOES NOT BELONG TO ME⚠️ With that being said, ENJOY! tw: suicidal tendencies, self harm, depression, mention of Gore and deaths of characters. Do NOT attempt to do any of this or take any advice from this story. It's very detailed and could be graphic to younger viewers. This is your warning. You're loved whoever is reading this. I love you. <3

You may also like

Slide 1 of 10

The experiment. cover

Original G. I. B cover

Sound of a Broken Drum cover

The Alpha Rogue cover

The Twisted Tales cover

It's Me or You, There is No And cover

Initial D one shots cover

𝔗𝔴𝔬-𝔣𝔞𝔠𝔢𝔡 (𝔘𝔫𝔱𝔲𝔯𝔫𝔢𝔡 𝔣𝔲𝔱𝔲��𝔯𝔢) cover

Suicidal Attraction {Old Version} cover

"I'm sorry":TomTord REMAKE cover

The experiment.

They used my vulnerability against me. They used that weapon, to make me accept their stupid idea. And I of course, accepted it, I didn't even know what they were going to do. They tugged and poked and even shoved their disgusting finger in your wound, just to see you cry. To see you change. No pitty in their eyes. They just continue. They drag you around with metal chains, hit you and turn you into a experiment. But I had enough of the tugging, the clawing, the moaning, the crying and pleading for them to stop, but simply feeding them with our pain. They turned me into something, that neither do they know what I am. Their afraid of me, of my reflexes, my strength. I killed a lot of them. They say I have a cold heart, that I don't feel nothing. That's why they call me: Death -----------------------------------------************************************--------------------------------------------- Death. A teen girl, pitch black hair, black eyes, white skin. Her height is 5'8. People are scared of her, not just because of her strength but because of they way she kills. She lived in this hell hole, where they take her to rooms. Examine. Fight. She knows she won't be able to entertain them for long. She decides to run. Soul. Brown hair as mud, blue eyes as the sky. Hight 6'2. Tanned and toned body. Death's best friend in the hell hole they're in, he's as cold as she is. But shows a bit of sympathy. Well... More than her at least. He's been there for her, ever since she entered this place of crap. They're the two most feared. As some people say, they're a perfect couple. Killing. Fighting. Cold hearted creatures. Also known as D and S. Why? That's what your going to find out, joining this adventure with D and S.