Inside his mind
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Last published Sun, Jun 2, 2019
No one knew why he was the way he was. Doctors couldn't help him. Family couldn't help him. Nor could his friends. Everyone told him that he was a lost cause, so that's what he believed. He was driven to the point of insanity due to the harsh and cold words from others.
He often spoke to himself while he rocked back in forth, frantically counting down the days senselessly on his hands.
Doctors never knew, Family never knew, and neither did his friends. Except now.
This is a journal found in the old cell of Cayden Hulten's own living hell. This is what he wrote. This is how he felt.
This is inside his mind.
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