Unwanted prodigy love story (my story)

Have u ever felt like no one on ur side.....like nobody give a 2 fucks about ur life but ur self.... Do u feel like sometime u just want to died for other ppls life can be better when urs ending... I feel like that all the time....at home at school even around my family. my mom is a two face monster she be nice for monument and mean another... My dad tell what not to do and I can't do nothing plus he always say that I need to be respectful to my mom.... How can I be respectful to someone who calls me fat ass or lazy when even I don't do nothing right or what she want me to do..... Yea I'm fat my grandma even tell me that all I'm gud for....eating and my mom and my dad and at school it no better I get bulled....for my hole life I'm been bulled at home school every where I go.... I have very very low self if stem..... If all u hear about u Beenin fat and ulgy ur hole life u get used to it. I feel like no one love me.... I feel so....so........ Unwanted. This is my life

-mayia