I Am Lost In The Mix

I Am Lost In The Mix

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Parts 20

MatureOngoing25m

Last published Fri, Aug 12, 2016

alone hurt truth

Well this starts with growing up. Ends with I choice I am not ready to make. Will my friends help me. I hope so. Can they fix it. No. This is my stuggel. My battle. My hope My life

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