I'm breathing heavily,
My body's numb, I'm about to collapse
My feet, my arms...
I need water, I'm thirsty...
I tilted my head and saw my team panting heavily, were a point away with the scoring.
but it's the oponent's match point
Everybody's tired, but....
'prrttt.'
They served,
'I got this!' our libero shouted,
she got the ball,
"Isaaa!" i called to our setter as I clapped my hands, she knows what to do, she released a good set, that is a little far away from the net,
I don't care if I'm tired,
I will SCORE,
*paaaak! My final spike
.
.
.
I landed on the floor, hoping the ball got through,
'prrrtttt.
I suppposed to stand straight but a hug from my back stopped me, and I felt my jersey getting wet, is she crying?..
then I heard
"you did great, it was a nice game, but we were not enough"
I bowed in dismay, I failed, we did not win,
so this is it, My last year in high school as a Volleyball player ends right here, right now, it sucks,
"If only, I trained harder"
Letting go of someone I love for the sake of her happiness with someone else is a pain that cuts deep into the soul. It's a constant ache that never seems to go away, a reminder of what could have been, but never was. Shaniel and her love were never mine.
Watching the person I love more than anything walk away from me and into the arms of another is a pain that can only be described as a gut-wrenching agony. It's a feeling of emptiness and despair that suffocates me, leaving me feeling lost and alone in a world that suddenly seems so cold and unforgiving. Every moment feels like a struggle, every memory a painful reminder of what was lost.
I tried to move on, to find happiness in other things, but nothing seems to fill the void that was left behind. In the end, all I can do is accept the reality of the situation and let go, even though it feels like tearing a piece of my heart out.
I'm broken but it's okay. She can always break me all she wants. I am hers and my heart is with her anyway.
But then the coldness around me was swept away by the warmth that embraced all of me. She pulled me in.
"Hug me back, Drex," she softly plead.
No, Laya... I can't cage you with me.
Started: December 20, 2024
Finished: November 19, 2015
Published:
Status: COMPLETED
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