Wondering

What is in front of you? Is it reality? Or a scene made up by your mind? Are you unconscious to see?Or the life in front of you looks too hazy? Is this really your life?Or it's someone's else?Do you really know all of these people around you?Have you ever met them?Sometimes you look in the mirror unable to recognize yourself, is that you?You began to get lost in your features, wondering who is that person standing in front of you, staring at you through this reflecting glass.Your soul is tired, feeling all the time like it's not where it's supposed to be, like it's not in the right body. Feeling like you are someone else, like you have already had a lifetime and it isn't close to the one you're having right now, but you can't keep calm. This struggle inside started since you were born but you still can't be sure of anything. Sometimes you look at people and wonder if what happened between both of you is real? Because it looks more like blueprints or panorama movie.