The Lonely Me
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"I'm lonely..i am my whole life and i will be after all the years may that pass by, i guess. That's my life ,Me..I'm used to be this way and don't know how it is to being any other way anymore! How to have friends by my side laughing, or celebrating a birthday like it's the last, and appreciate time, go to school with the feeling of not wanting to go cause there are no feelings, your mum not to cry ,your dad to look in your eyes like back then..to be free ,to be loved and to love ,to have what YOU have. I can't go back and i'm ok with that.I just want my parents to be okay too. "
But nothing would come out. Not a single word.
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That's how Lilah and her life the past 7 years have been.
But when a handsome and good hearted man named John will come to help Lilah get over with "depression" and fall in love with her, everything will be either much worse or much better.
Lilah will be the one to decide that.
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