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The Grey and Black

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Reads 312
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Parts 30
Time 11m

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This is *another* book of my poetry and random things I decide to put in. If you are gracious enough to read what I put time and effort into, it would mean so much. Everything I write comes from the most personal depths of my mind. I am trusting you, my dearest reader, with my fragile and broken mind. Please, be careful with it.All Rights Reserved

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