the unexpected (NIALL HORAN)

There was this boy. He helped me. He was beautiful, even if I didn't know what he looked like. We had alot in common, as we both like one direction. We both had twitter accounts dedicated to them. We talked everyday, and he helped me. I attempted suicide. He was there, and he saved me from taking my life. He likes to go by the name James, and his favorite was Niall, because he was also Irish. I knew every little thing about this boy, except his looks. And boy, I wasn't expecting what I saw.(WILL CONTAIN SEXUAL CONTENT/SELF HARM)