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Searching Me

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I might think that there's nobody here that loves me but I know in my heart that my dad loves me. And as long as I hold on to him I've got everything I could ever ask for. Love. 



What the hell? Who said that? 

I looked around searching for the source of sound. 

"Hello?" I call out. "Who's there? Ryan if thats you so God help me."

Silence.

Okay, I have officially gone off the deep end.
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When life presents to you pain and suffering your first choice is to choose detachment. Hate. Regret. Doubt. All things Jane is experiencing. But can she overcome those things or be completely and forever loss in the dark?All Rights Reserved

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