Dreams and nightmares that never end

My life was good one minute, and crumbling the next. I never knew how my friends and best friends truly felt about me, but I know. I am not like anybody else. I'm Different. Not like anyone if you will. I love everything. Nature, friends, best friends, a certain boy, my family, and the things I have. even if I don't have much....I have plenty. If only I could've saved them from harm.