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How I deal with my thoughts of suicide. From writing when I have a notebook to little tricks I've picked or made, I'll write it in here. Please, if this helps you, tell me. And anyone who wants to talk, I'm here.
TRIGGER WARNING!!!
I will talk about my cutting and other forms of self harm I use in this. If that will trigger you, read at your own risk. I am sorry if you are triggered by this, it is most definitely not my intention.
-Rem
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