In love with my brothers best friend

Hai my name is violet I have 1 brother named Jason and a older sister named Charlie. I get bullied at school and suffer from depression and anxiety a lot of people judge me because of that anyways I'm 16 years old my brother is also 16 and my sister is 17 my brother always is over protective over me. My dad left me at the age of 6 he abused my mom and me he never met my brother or sister he would always do drugs and drink I hate him
I never want to see him again. That's my story