When the City Sleeps

Camren and Norminah.

When the city sleeps, I think about you more than I do when I'm with you. when the sun goes down, my thoughts conquer my head and all that comes to mind is you. I've been thinking about you and not like I used to, more often.

And the good thing about when the moon shows is that even though you'll never be mine, in my thoughts your next to me as I stare at the ceiling and think about how perfect you are.

I know you'll never be mine and I realized it and came to accept that. I'm fine. As long as you're happy, I am. He makes you smile and your smile is the only thing that brings me into this euphoric state.

Dinah tries to tell me about how there's plenty of fish in the sea, but you're the only one I see. Management can't stop the constant stares and the lip biting that occurs when I stare at your plump, light pink ones. I can't even help it myself and you're so oblivious because even though I make it obvious, you still think I see you as a friend.

Fuck you, Camila.

Love, Lauren Jauregui.

cover made by @SLOTHTATO :)