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What's becoming of Me.

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{Completed}

My name..is Destinee Kearson. 
And honestly, I thought I've experienced Heartbreak and pain.
As well as love.
But never like the love with him.
Him..
It was different, it was beautiful. 
It was real and raw.
 It was the kind of love you share with someone who you want to spend their entire life with. 
The kind...that sets a fire in you, that will never die.
But one of the most saddest, awful truths...is that...

They are not always the people with whom we spend our lives with. 
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REALLY REALLY LONG CHAPTERS. (Closer to the end, the chapters are shorter. And bit more shittier.) This book is MEANT to confuse you. It's how the main character feels. And I hope you get what she means when you read through it.
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