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The Boys You're Torn Between- Danisnotonfire X Reader

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Time 3h 5m

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This is a sequel to 'The Boy You Dream About'. 

After waking up from your 2 year coma you notice that a lot has changed. Dan's changed, Phil's changed, even [BF/N] has changed, but you're still stuck in the same place. The thing that hasn't changed, is Jackson- remember that guy? A fiancé that you thought dead clutches your hand as your eyes flicker open. His career abandoned you're the only thing that he has. But your love for Dan still flows 

With Dan and Phil facing inner conflict and marriage problems, Y/N battling depression , and a secret stalker in Ireland, this road to romance isn't a smooth one.

WARNING! This fic contains self harm, sexual scenes, substance and alcohol abuse.All Rights Reserved

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Confessions of a Suckish Writer by HollyShmit

Life's just not worth living, I mutter under my breath. Then how's death worth dying? Jackson asks in return. *** Danielle Forlorm is breathing. And yet, she is very much dead. A corpse with a smile and nobody notices. Nobody knows or even cares that she's felt like a stillborn her whole life. Just like her stories. Dead and not worth a second look. Until her world collides with Jackson Palmer. Mr Perfect with his easy life and bright future. Or so people think. Set on reviving Danielle, Jackson creates a once in a life time bucket list made up from everything daring that Danielle's characters have done in the stories she's written. "Stop writing about the life you want to live and start living it." But can Jackson bring this stillborn back to life before it's too late? *** "This story is not getting a happy ending, Jackson Palmer." "Well, Dani, at least we'll have quite the adventure before all that."

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Hopeless (Dan Howell X Reader) by scocophilia

"I'm sorry," he began, stepping forward "I couldn't say this over the phone. I couldn't. I just... I was so happy!" Your face fell, you were sitting here, dreading everything you had ever done, and he was happy. "When you told me, my heart stopped, I - I couldn't speak... I love you (Name.) and I couldn't tell you that, without wanting to touch you, to hold you, to make you mine, and just... just look at you." He sighed, his cheeks beet red, your own matching him style. TRIGGER WARNING TRIGGER WARNING PLEASE DO NOT READ IF YOU ARE EASILY TRIGGERED, WILL HATE, OR ARE SENSTIVE TO TOPICS INVOLVING DEPRESSION/ANXIETY #2 Dan #10 YOUTUBE

Time | Phan AU (MAJOR grammar editing in progress) by AllTimeRachel

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The Unknown. Phan AU by AllTimePhan73

Dan hated his life and that wasn't even an understatement. Each day he wished he had never woken up as he was tormented by those who were meant to love him. Just because they were meant to love him doesn't mean they did. He was suffering and was so close to giving up. Then he met Phil. Phil changed everything. TW: Abuse (both physical and emotional), depression, self harm, kind of a suicide attempt although the person doesn't get very far with it, Dan's kind of mute COVER CREDIT TO @DOODLE5SOS

Missed Opportunities // Dan Howell x Reader by Putitonmytab_stupefy

Info: - You're a 25 year old, female youtuber. Practically born into the YouTube community with your older brother being Phil Lester (30 yrs old). You currently are at 7 million subscribers. You make socially awkward, relatable, videos that seem to make people laugh. Plus, you sing and write your own song every now and then. You're bestfriends are the Suggs. You're moving in with Zoe and Joe down to London! This makes it easier to also see Phil and perhaps meet a very close friend of his... It might change your life forever RECENT EDIT** Im not going to update this anymore. Reading this story makes me cringe. Not trying to hate on my old techniques but Idk how it got this popular. I also just fell out of the fandom after Dan stopped uploading. I'm sorry. (DM me if u want to know how this story was supposed to end)

Never forget me... by killingtimeanddreams

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All My Fault (a Dan and Phil fan fiction) by Saffron123xx

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Misunderstood [Phan] (COMPLETED) by JoeyLover16

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All because of him (Wilbur soot x reader) by MajorSimp40

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Confessions of a Suckish Writer

Life's just not worth living, I mutter under my breath. Then how's death worth dying? Jackson asks in return. * Danielle Forlorm is breathing. And yet, she is very much dead. A corpse with a smile and nobody notices. Nobody knows or even cares that she's felt like a stillborn her whole life. Just like her stories. Dead and not worth a second look. Until her world collides with Jackson Palmer. Mr Perfect with his easy life and bright future. Or so people think. Set on reviving Danielle, Jackson creates a once in a life time bucket list made up from everything daring that Danielle's characters have done in the stories she's written. "Stop writing about the life you want to live and start living it." But can Jackson bring this stillborn back to life before it's too late? * "This story is not getting a happy ending, Jackson Palmer." "Well, Dani, at least we'll have quite the adventure before all that."