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I'm Half the Man I Wanted to Be

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(Josh Ramsay/Matt Webb pairing) Josh has been torn for weeks between the decision of telling his best friend, Matt, if he's in love with him or not. When the truth finally comes out, he realizes all the other problems he'll have to face. Warning: Language. (May edit this later as I continue story) Disclaimer: Completely fictional events; I own no one and know no one mentioned in this story. Also, this is my first fic, so I hope it's not too messy or poorly written.All Rights Reserved

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