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If You Love Me, Don't Let Me Go. (A Destiel Fic)

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Reads 866
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Parts 16
Time 1h 15m

Lucifer_ShipsDestiel

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I looked around, a sick, dizzying feeling washed over me as I realized what had just happened. "Cas...?" I drawl, his breathing hitches at the sound of my voice, blood spatters from his nostrils and mouth as his voice cracks when he speaks. "Dean-I, tried...But I, I couldn't stop-" He coughs hoarsely, spitting out a terryifing amount of blood. I fall to the ground, reaching my arms around him, my hand holding the side of his bloodied face, just enough to keep his head up from the charred earth. "Hey, hey, buddy it's alright. You did your best and that's all that matters right?" I chuckled, holding back the salty tears that stung my eyes. I can't cry. I won't. Cas just looked at me sadly. The weight of all his pain and suffering, I could see it all in those ocean blue eyes. "Dean, you...You go find Sam..Run before...They get to you too.." I shook my head, clenching his trenchcoat. "No, I'm not gonna leave here without you Cas." My voice cracks. "I know." He whispered.All Rights Reserved

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A Queen by NikiRagland4

All Freya had known, her entire life was pain, in one shape or another. Physical pain, from all the days spent in the foster care system, emotional pain from the death of her parents and older brother... She carried her scars like badges of honor. She had known right from the start that she wasn't like the other kids. Sometimes, when she got angry, her fingernails got really sharp, or sometimes, if she clenched a glass just a little too tightly, it would shatter. She could hear the conversations of her neighbors four houses down, she could smell the chocolate bar, still in the wrapper, in the pocket of her jacket downstairs, and she could see in the dark, just as well as she could see during the daylight, but she never knew why. Her parents and older brother had been killed when she was five. The only thing she still had from them was her mother's journal. It didn't give her a lot of information on who or what she was, but she did learn all about everything that goes bump in the night. Ghosts? Easy, salt and burn them, baby! Demons? Holy water and exorcisms. But there was one thing in her journal that didn't make sense. The name John Winchester, a phone number, and the simple phrase that says, "Freya, find him." So when she turned 18 and she was turned out of the foster care system, she decided to start looking for him. She wouldn't find him until five years later, completely by accident, when she was trying to catch a few hours of sleep on a small bridge on the way out of a small town called Jericho, California.

To The Moon (Destiel AU) by DeanCasImpala

Sixteen-year-old Castiel Novak's life has never been anything but horrible. His father is abusive and his mother died of leukemia when he was five. On top of his terrifying home life, he is bullied at school due to circling rumors of Cas being gay. Living doesn't seem right for the depressive and suicidal teenager, and he soon plans his demise. That is, up until he meets Dean Winchester, an equally depressive seventeen-year-old who turns Cas's life around. Dean shows Castiel a new life, a reason to keep on fighting the fight, and the two soon realize just how much they need each other. This AU fanfic is all about how much Dean and Cas care for each other and just how far they'll go to stay together. Possible trigger warning!!!

Fallen [Dean Winchester FanFiction] by wayward_winchesterx

Ranking #10 in DeanWinchester 10/3/2021 Ranking #1 in SPNFanFiction 1/25/2021 [COMPLETED VERSION-UNDER EDITING] (This fanfiction is based off season 9 of Supernatural. It does NOT follow the storyline of this season. I do not in any way own the characters of the show.) BOOK ONE Right when he loses sight of his purpose in life Dean Winchester runs into someone from his childhood. Old memories come flooding back, leaving behind an unprecedented emotion in their wake, one the hunter never thought himself worthy of. He slowly begins to slip back into feelings he'd long since suppressed, as if no time had passed, and eventually comes to terms with the longings of his heart. However, fate has different plans in store for him. WARNING: Mature content; occasional depictions of sexual situations (Smut). Be advised.

Take Control (Dean x Reader) by FictionalWife02

I was taken by a vampire about 10 years ago. He made me stay on his nest. Everything ended when those two hunters came in the town. They killed 10 vampires and took me in so they could protect me from the last one that escaped. They taught me about the supernatural and how I could protect myself if I need to. But in the meanwhile I fel in love with the older one. We stayed together for 3 years. But it didn't work out, despite the fact that I was madly in love with him. It's been 2 years since I left and I still can't forget about him. I never understood why we broke up... ..."Dean?" "Hi, sweetheart" he says and smiles but something is different...

Destiel prison memory loss and Sabriel rehab by Supernatural1806

This story is about Cas losing his memory after getting almost killed and Dean being accused of it. Dean walked into the scene. He went to Cas. He was still awake at the time but he blacked out slowly after. The cops came in a little after. They accused him of doing it. He went to jail for 3 years. Cas doesn't remember anything. He doesn't know who Dean is. Gabriel didn't want him to know anything. Because they think Dean did it and that he just tricked Cas because he is gay. The story goes in after he has been in jail. Its also Sabriel in the story. It says when it starts if you dont wanna read it or thats what you want to read:) Hope you guys like it💗

In The Eyes of The Confessor | A Destiel Fanfiction | Supernatural by solitaryreading

Cas pushed open the door to Dean's bedroom and they stepped inside. He moved into the centre of the room, turning around to look back at Dean. "I forgot to buy you a birthday present." He said, his eyes twinkling with something that Dean had never seen before. Dean shrugged his shoulders, moving so close to Cas that he could smell the alcohol on his breath. "I don't suppose..." Cas tilted his head to the side a little as he spoke, his voice silky and smooth. "That I could do anything to make it up to you?" A smirk tickled at Dean's mouth as he looked down into Cas' eyes. "I'm sure I can think of something." Dean whispered, closing the gap between them. It all happened so fast. It wasn't supposed to happen, none of it. They were drunk, they were alone, and they were stupid. But nevertheless, it happened. And Dean had to live with the fact that he'd walked away from all of it, from what had made him truly happy: Cas. But now, 7 years later, he finds himself back at the same place where everything started... back at that cabin resort, the one where he met Cas for the first time. The place that started it all. Except... seeing Cas again isn't the only thing Dean has to worry about. Something is off with the cabin. He can't put his finger on it, but he's about to find out sooner or later.

The hero rewriting by Supernatural1806

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I Love You by BennettWinchester

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I Don't Bite [Dean Winchester x Reader] Book 2 by Laurel_Finch

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Star Fall / Book One (SPN Fan Fiction) by callisto_col_writes

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A Queen

All Freya had known, her entire life was pain, in one shape or another. Physical pain, from all the days spent in the foster care system, emotional pain from the death of her parents and older brother... She carried her scars like badges of honor. She had known right from the start that she wasn't like the other kids. Sometimes, when she got angry, her fingernails got really sharp, or sometimes, if she clenched a glass just a little too tightly, it would shatter. She could hear the conversations of her neighbors four houses down, she could smell the chocolate bar, still in the wrapper, in the pocket of her jacket downstairs, and she could see in the dark, just as well as she could see during the daylight, but she never knew why. Her parents and older brother had been killed when she was five. The only thing she still had from them was her mother's journal. It didn't give her a lot of information on who or what she was, but she did learn all about everything that goes bump in the night. Ghosts? Easy, salt and burn them, baby! Demons? Holy water and exorcisms. But there was one thing in her journal that didn't make sense. The name John Winchester, a phone number, and the simple phrase that says, "Freya, find him." So when she turned 18 and she was turned out of the foster care system, she decided to start looking for him. She wouldn't find him until five years later, completely by accident, when she was trying to catch a few hours of sleep on a small bridge on the way out of a small town called Jericho, California.