Diary Of A Not So Perfect Me
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This is the story of Zoe. To her friends she's spontaneous, funny, lively, and a great friend. In everyone else's eyes she's shy, sometimes weird. But nobody knows about the true Zoe bottled up inside of her. The Zoe with all the secrets, problems, fears, and emotions. Nobody except for her best friend Aaron.
They have been best friends since diapers. He never left her side and always stood up for her. That summer afternoon, she'll always remember. When Aaron announced he was moving more than 3,000 miles away, she didn't know how to handle it. She was a total wreck through the years and didn't have any friends because they thought she was too depressed.
Eventually, Zoe learned how to control and hide her emotions by the time she got to the 10th grade, displaying only a tiny fraction of what she was really feeling. But of course, she won't be able to hold it in forever. How much can she take until she cracks? Follow Zoe through the whirlpool some call 11th grade.
(Author's Note: I started writing this story when I was quite young so the earlier chapters are not as good but I promise, stick around and it gets MUCH better)
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