Barely Breathing
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Last published Mon, Jun 2, 2014
Lena's not normal. Nor will she ever be, nor will she ever wish different. Her mind's more open than others, she's seen things she can't unsee, though she wants too. It all begins the day she goes anorexic. No one knows but herself, she's kept it hidden for so long, but with the friendship of one special girl, who's past isn't the greatest either, it all comes to one question, Is it to late to save your fate?
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