The word I secretly wrote

After all, he stopped writing messages for me on his left hand. To be infatuated means to be in loved. I put my arms and head on my table.
I'm an idiot, crazy or what, the truth is I liked him, I loved him and no one can stop me for that. When I was on this stage I can't help. I just need to make myself being comfortable with someone who deserves my insanity. Yes I fell in love but I am not that kind of desperate gal to seduce a guy I like. I can consider myself as simply deeply in love, is that so?

Well, my life goes like this...
The person I want sits next to me. I don't have the courage to start the conversation with him. But I wonder if he'll notice the message I secretly wrote for him on my left hand.There is someone I like. Did you watch TV yesterday? He looks exactly like you.
The person I want sits next to me. I don't have the courage to start the conversation with him. But I wonder if he'll notice the message I secretly wrote for him on my left hand.There is someone I like. Did you watch TV yesterday? He looks exactly like you.

Ha-ha! Thea! You idiot!Wahh! He still looks so bright today. I thought. And gently I go to my assign sit.
"Excuse me." I gently said.I started working part-time recently.
"Seriously?"
Suddenly someone bumped on me. It's hit me. And then listen up

(Is he talking to me?)

Yes? I asked
He looked at me confused. He didn't say anything.
Then suddenly he burst out laughing and said "I said that to Thea not to you"
I swear I felt my cheek get burned. Shucks! I blushed. Then Thea looked on my direction and.

(Nishee's POV)

Nishee: Morning
G-good morning. I stammered. Then he turned her attention to my classmates who bump on me a while ago and then the girls where I work I'm still standing when I notice Taiga is staring at me. So I backed and sit.