An alpha, really an alpha?

Wow, maybe it didn't turn out like I wanted it maybe I had to change to see who lie underneath all of the walls I had been building up for so many years. Or maybe that one stupid alpha had to change me. Oh and man did it feel good to feel a change for once. I can't stand him, but then again I can stand to be away from him. He makes me feel emotions I've never felt before. And worst of all he's my mate his names Ryder Ace. My stupid, over protective, arrogant, hot, possessive mate.