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I Cant... Not

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Parts 10
Time 50m

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( A PTV fanfic )This is me. Well, my life. And in it many things have led up to cutting. Like how I saw both of my parents murdered in front of me. That kind of thing triggered something. Something that most people don't experience.           WARNING: SELF HARM ANOREXIA  AND MURDER. And ATTEMPTED SUICIDEAll Rights Reserved

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