This is a book about a girl named Ivyanne Night. She is a shy, Caring & sweet girl with a bit of an attitude. She moves schools to find out about the mysterious guy, secrets, Love, trust & More things along the way. Read it to find out! (:
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"Why are you talking to me? I'm not like other girls. Im not what you want, Believe me. Im not the idea of "Perfect Looks" or "Perfect Body" like the other girls. Im skinny. Why me?"
"Why, You ask? Why, Is because I don't care about the size or shape of your body or the idea of "Perfect Body" To me your body is amazing no matter what. Have you not seen yourself in my eyes? To me, You are "Perfect Looks". You have the most beautiful smile, That I can look at for days. The perfect hazel brown eyes I could stare at all day. Don't get me started on the whole face, Because that is a idea of perfection in my eyes. Your whole body I could make love to until the sun rises & It goes back down for the moon to rise. You don't know how much you mean to me, You mean the most to me like fish needs water to live, Not only do I need Oxygen to live, I need you to help me with living."
Then he kisses me.
Ella is falling apart trying to live a "perfect" high school life. Then she meets Ren, who can see past her scars. Suddenly perfection isn't her only option.
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Ella Volkov is a gifted music student, but she's depressed and starting to crack under the pressure of high school. Her overbearing father won't even let her choose what instrument she plays. Then she finds herself alone at a party with Ren, her best friend's crush. She'd always thought he was rude, but after that night he's all Ella can think about. Now she's trapped. If Ella dates Ren, it will ruin her friendship with Jenny. But if she stays true to Jenny, she's losing the one person who can see past her scars. It's up to Ella to decide if she will forge her own path, or stay in the "perfect" box designed for her...
Content and/or Trigger Warning: depression, anxiety, self-harm, violence, sexual assault.
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