Heal Me
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"The truth is... I never felt more alone in my life.
The urgency to push everyone away never been so strong as it is now.
It is right? It is wrong? I don't know, but what I do know, is that even though, I want him as far away as possible, at the same time I want him to be by my side.
I'm a mess, I know. I'm not a relationship person but I want to. I push people away , but I want them close to me. I love with all I have and I wish I would not.
Life has been hard and some people think that my excuses for being this way are too little, but for me are huge as the infinity of the universe.
But now he entered in my life, don't know how, where or when but he did, and now he is giving me the possibility of being understood and I'm scared... I'm truly scared.
Would you let me tell you my story?"
When Krystal Jung meets Jongin, both of them didn't get a good first, second, or third, impression of each other, but little they knew that the future was holding a deep and nuclear connection between them.
In a society that takes vulnerability as weakness, the biggest secret is that everyone is messed up.
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