I wanna close my eyes, and imagine you,
But my lids aren't of any help anymore.
I wanna sleep sound, wrapped in your arms,
But my dreams aren't my vision anymore.
I wanna express all I concealed deep there in my heart,
But my words arent my expressions anymore.
I wanna touch u again, and feel your warmth,
But this sensation wont be real any more.
I wanna come to you, with all our love,
But this path doesn't leads to you anymore.
I wanna talk to you, and correct all the things,
But I fear this time, I am not free for u anymore.
Its not that I dont love you,
Its just that you aren't mine anymore.
I don't know. I have the best life. I have a boyfriend and a big house and loving parents and amazing friends.
I just don't know I feel trapped and I don't know how to fix it.
Everything meant nothing until I got to know him now I don't want you to think I need a man and I'm worthless without one but he just helped me realize I am needed
"Phoenix PLEASE you are needed we need you just please don't jump" he screams and my heart shatters at the thought of what I was about to do.
"please" he whispers with tears in his eyes I nod and climb down.