Downside up

This is a poem that I have recently managed to write after spending two years in writers block. Fair enough it is not the best of work and it may be a little difficult to understand.
This poem is about me, my head, my story. I am looking to edit this at some point as I just wrote down what quickly came in my head.

Just like the title states, it isn't meant to make sense as I would like everybody to make sense of it in there own way, just think of it a bit like Alice in wonderland how everything is upside down.

Please I would love to hear your thoughts, both bad and good and I really hope you enjoy it.

Also please if I may say don't use this without being provided permission or any of the verses. Thank you.