My Unwanted Child

I got pregnant at an early age and I can't accept the fact that my dreams and future will change because of this 'thing'.
I've been the worst mother to her, I've never wanted her, I hate to see her and because of that she never experienced being lovingly hugged and kissed, she never experienced to be carefully caressed by her mother. She was a sweet loving daughter yet I never showed any care and now that she's gone I regret every single thing.

I regret not hugging and kissing her. I regret not showing how much I love and care. I regret not answering her I love you's and I miss you's. I regret not cooking her favorite food especially when she's requesting it. I regret not giving her my time and affection. I regret not sleeping with her especially when she's having bad dreams. I regret being angry with her when in fact she's at no fault. I regret being her mother because I don't deserve her.

This is my story. I, as a mother and Luna Isabella as my unwanted child. :'(