Lucid
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Last published Wed, Jun 24, 2020
Book Two of I AM Trilogy
I no longer go as Jameson Baste.
I am Julius Garne Y. Simoun.
I am a brand new person yet still a broken one.
Anyway, for now he is the least of my problems because right now finding a permanent job and an online college course are my current problems.
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"I see, well then you may call me by my first name or just simply Seb, Lius." He told me.
Seb?
Pfft. I like the nickname Basty more.
But that can't be. I can't fall for him; not just because he has a girlfriend and all but because I'm already broken. A little crush may do.
"Boss, should be alright, Boss." I told Basty. Or else I might completely fall for you.
"But-" I gave him a quivered smile. Slowly, I'm closing all the walls around me and they're growing higher day by day. I already had a five year foundation for this.
"Thanks for the offer of the nickname. It's nice. I know many people are calling you that but, leave me out, Basty." My eyes widened. Shit!
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LUCID /lu•cid/ adj
Definition: expressed clearly; easy to understand
This is a Man×Boy Story
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Ranking:
#5 swimmer (June 2020)
#33 swimmer (2018)
#285 age gap (June 2020)
#296 Man x Boy(June 19, 2018)
#596 Man x Boy (June first week 2020)
#930 wattpride (June 2020)
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