Selfish
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Last published Thu, Oct 13, 2016
When you love someone truely, you are being selfish...
Trying to be perfect for him and for the relationship...
Yung wala kang kaagaw o kahati sa atensyon niya at pagmamahal...
Yung lahat-lahat sakanya dapat para lang sayo...
Yung tipong tumingin lang siya sa iba, galit ka na...
Ang hirap magmahal noh?
Komplikado...
Kapag nagmahal ka, you are being selfish...
Totoo yon...lahat ganon...
Kasi ayaw mo ng may iba siya, ayaw mo masaktan, ayaw mo maipagpalit sa iba, gusto mo ikaw lang...
Kaakibat ng pagmamahal ang lahat ng bagay...
Oras, atensyon, effort, sinseridad, loyalty, selos, away, bayangan, at marami pang iba...
Lahat ng yan mapa positive man o negative, dapat at gusto mo sayo lang...
Pero para sakin? Pagpapatawad at chances ang mahalaga...
Kasi eto yung nagbigay aral sakin sa isang storya ng buhay ko...
Dalawang bagay na pareho kong sinayang at hindi napahalagahan...
This story of mine taught me a great lesson in my life...
That I want to share with you...
Enjoy reading (^-^)
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