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I'll Be Your Clown

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Verity looked up fully expecting a playful smile or some indication of banter, but Jack possessed the same cold facial expressions as always.  He slouched against the wall with his hands in his brown trousers. His hair was ruffled and chaotic. His lips were motionless and whilst she hoped they might flicker into a smile -they did not. His eyebrows furrowed slightly at her elongated gaze. He made her self-conscious. She admired his laid-back nature and became frustrated with her own apprehensive attitude.

Verity cleared her throat to break the silence "Yes... well, I shall be grateful that I do not captivate your affections." 

She knew her words did not affect him.
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Verity Bridgewater's got demons in her past, troubles on her back and a self-proclaimed victim of society. She is not the heroine of a coming to age novel, she is not the star of a historical fiction film. Selfish, cold-blooded and cruel, yet spectacularly moral.

•Ranked 4th in #bildungsroman on 29/1/21
•Ranked 20th in #discoveringyourself on 15/1/21
•Ranked 37th in #monarchy on 22/1/21
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