At Least My Heart Works
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Last published Sun, May 29, 2016
TRIGGER WARNING: Depression, Cancer, Suicide thoughts/suicide.
"I thought I was living a normal life, I guess not when I got diagnosed with cancer. Yet I was only six years of age when this happened to me. I remember that my mum was crying while my dad just stood over her not seeming to give any thought about this at all. No emotion had struck his face, nothing. Not even a tear left his eyes. Then I found out as I got older.
He wanted me to die, he didn't care about me. At first, I thought that he wasn't friendly but that wasn't true. It was just me that he did like, I'm sure he's in prison for trying to kill me once. I really don't know, I have no idea where he is." - Asher James Jonson
A kid at the age of six diagnosed with one of the deadliest diseases on planet earth, cancer. Though he had one of the many that could happen to somebody, this one was lung cancer. Making it hard to breathe. Though he was happy, he never let anything get to him, ever.
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