Nepenthe
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Complete Sun, May 29, 2016<5 mins
I love him, he keeps me going. I need him and I would do anything for him. Just the thought of him being happy can distract me from my shattering mind. He takes the pain away, but he's also the source of it.
Mentions of blood / death / death of a loved one.
May 29th, 2016
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