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Wildflower Mauve

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Reads 130
Votes 20
Parts 8
Time 57m

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"I don't think I've ever told you, but your nail paint is amazing." She said softly, making me smile. 

"Thank you." I said. She'd said the right thing yet again."

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Fighting my demons and discovering new love. Nothing has ever been the same after that one incident. That one mistake which ruined my life. 

But the sparks were once again ignited when I met her, and she slowly made my demons disappear. 


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A/N 

Okay people. This is a story which I write only when I'm feeling like shit, which is more often than not. So it might get a bit deep and soulful but that's just who I am. It's a little dark, so read only if your okay with the themes I'm experimenting with. 

Love ya.All Rights Reserved

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