I love him. And yes I am gay. But the thing is. I have a crush on my best mate. It stings me to say best mate and not boyfriend. "Well that's all for today. Byeeeeeeeeeee!" I turned of my recording and my camera. All of a sudden my phone started ringing. I looked at the caller ID and it read 'Squid'. I picked up my phone and answered it. "Hey Ash! How are you doing?" Squid asked me. " Not bad. Not bad!" I replied, slightly upset that Squid wasn't here with me...