Ignoring Them for Him
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he tries to block them out, but it never works. the voices always get to him, telling him thing he doesn't want to hear, making him do things that he doesn't want to do. he has scars, mentally and physically. he's not suicidal...yet. and he thinks there is no one there. but what if he was wrong? What if... there really is someone out there, and maybe that person isn't to far away. maybe, just maybe he's wrong. but that's just a far away voice talking, a last thread of hope that refuses to give in. the last thing keeping him alive...
met Jaxon, also known as Jaxxy, but only in the orphanage in witch he lives. Jaxon is only 15 and has came close to the end of life many times, more than he would like to admit. Jaxon has no friends of family that he knows about, no one to rely on, only his self. he gets into fights, although he never wins, both with himself and the people around him. he doesn't know what real love is. his mother, a low life who sold him to the highest bidder at a young age never loved him. the man who bought him only used him for sex until the age of ten than dropped him off at the place he is now. he doesn't know his father, his mother told him stories when he was a baby but he remembers, he always remembers...
when something unexpected happens in Jaxon's empty life, what will happen? while he is in a war against giving in to sweet nothingness called death and the harsh lie of life what will he pick. will he finally be able to ignore the voices for this person who walks into his life of will it titter him closer to the edge.. what will happen to this poor broken boy.
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