Bullied by my crush

On the camera it's just a act.
The sweet caring lovely boy is not the truth

Caleb isn't kind
Caleb isn't caring
Caleb isn't sweet
Caleb Logan isn't the lovely boy you see everyday

He doesn't care at all
He doesn't care what you feel
He doesn't care if you cry yourself to sleep
He doesn't care if you have hurt yourself
He doesn't care if you are depressed, lonely or crying
All he cares about is making my life a living hell.

We used to be friends , Best Friends
But that all changed

Just before my 14 birthday Caleb changed
He wasn't the same old Caleb Logan
He wasn't the boy that made you laugh over the stupidest things
He wasn't the boy that made you smile
He wasn't the boy that made sure you were happy
He wasn't the caring ,sweet ,charming boy
He wasn't the boy that made my life magical

He turned into the complete opposite

Now my life is a living hell

No princesses
No Fairies
No mermaids
No castles
No happiness
No happy ever after
No magic
It's no magical life, like it used to be.

My life is now torture

⚠️TRIGGER WARNING⚠️
Contains -
Selfharm , bullying , bad language
There will be some 13+ scenes
So when they are coming up
I will tell you
So if you want to skip those parts you can

If you have any ideas for a chapter please comment them
I would really help me a lot
To get another chapter posted

Started writing 2015
Published Early 2016
RE written / published in 2019